With wings.

So many things are fighting for my attention right now. I feel so polar. I planned to do work today, but my gusto was negated by the logical deduction that one should take a rest after prelims. And then I was severely affected by it's reaction force, which could be said to have exerted some guilt upon me. Not very ideal. Either way, my first dungeon includes several math problems organized in a form of a yellow orange book which is deceptively thin. Restore to full health, TY, because there is no save point. None at all. Resolves to finish math TYS in a week.

And so yes what is grabbing my attention. I suddenly (and randomly, or not) received some prompting or rather inspiration, or maybe some inclination to go read bleach and naruto manga. Been a year? Guess about one hundred chapters will be out!! Oh well. 6 more weeks, and 100 chapters should be fine, OR NOT. What the heck.

And then I just downloaded a few games on my DS. And I plan to play them tonight. Crap. Then I still have my revolutionary etude and la campanella to play.

And then I start getting guilty about not studying.

I was reading my previous blog (2006 posts) where I was taking O levels. I realized I was totally unprepared at the point 23 days before the first paper. If something has changed, it would be the calmness. I feel myself slightly pressurized, (looking at prelims), enough to displace my calmness. I feel disorientated. I need to start doing work, but lost at where to begin. How, and why I could remain so calm during Olevels and pull off a 50% reduction in points for the actual thing. If there is something I should learn from the past me, it would be confidence.

There is no doubt that I want and aim for battery grades. But to do so, it's not about scrambling, staggering or fighting for the last yoctosecond. But more of the strategy and tactics I use to achieve my sinister plans.

And just to gather that amount of tactics. I'm playing Final Fantasy Tactics on DS.

And now, we see rationalization at it's best.

Congrats Ty. one more step down the noobscalator.