At null deflection

I have no mood to do anything. I went to school this morning whereby I was supposed to study with Jlam. Yes, physics. The bane of all problems. I do not hate physics that much anymore, just that I found it extremely annoying to have deal with what I consider the more troublesome topics of physics. Whenever I pick physics up, something irks me. It tells me to (for once), go learn your current and d.c circuit. ( which I know absolutely zero about ). then each time I say that, I find myself diverting my attention to another topic. Thus and hence, till today, I have no idea of how to do d.c circuits which may potentially (no pun intended) come out a 10 marker on us. I don't like the idea of circuits, I don't like current that ain't black. I have zero sense about electrical circuitry. Neither do I want to be electrocuted by one.

And I said it, I was supposed. The keyword! Ping bong! Supposed is a great word. I spent my time doodling and eating, and significantly playing the piano. Did I mention there are times when I feel vexed, disorientated and annoyed because of the sound my piano produces. A lot of extra noise from the keys, uneven tone and heavy touch (which makes my hand go numb 20 minutes into revolutionary etude, but it's fine training though). The room makes it even worst. In school, I had this entire hall with space for the sound to amplify, and a grand piano with decent keys (though it gets cranky at time). The grand is still a baby, but the sound it produces is much pleasing to the ears as compared to the one I have at home. (due to all factors, acoustics, cranky mechanics and stuff).

It was irresistible. I think we played one, no two or three hours right Jlam? Trying to studying in the hall by the piano is like trying to slim down while eating ice cream. Bad analogy, but yea you get the point.

I still find myself lost in the world of circuits. Facing one's weakness is certainly something daunting and is no easy feat. I still live by the 'make your weakness your strength' motto. It has worked for me, so far. (hopefully).

Life's pretty meaningless nowadays. I was mentioning that holidays don't feel like holidays. But indeed, mugging is what we are supposed to do now. At November>T>August, we are all fated to do this crap. We're avengers on a tight rope. Again last minute work will save the day.

Somewhere between reality and dreams I like to ponder about the future. Sometimes, the future looks bleak, and sometime it shines. Maybe it's nothing more than a mirage.

Time to doodle away. Till I find some will in any form to study some more.