Awwwwwwww

I was just reminded of my priorities right now. And after being so, I have no choice but to go and sleep and try to leave that reminder preserved for tomorrow. The thing is that the guilt never stays. It erases itself, diminishes with sleep.

Didn't get back much papers today. School was a blatant waste of time. Physics was beneficial actually but assembly was *_*. Hilarious. Three stories whereby 2 out of 3 were not really successful one. People who made it "indirectly", and someone who truly made it. There was no theme, there was not organization but just three random people. Two who were hardworking did badly in their A levels, one probably due to incompetence and the other due to complacency. I don't really know the details. The last story was a crazy cheesy story. A guy who had a girlfriend when he had twelve lost his girlfriend to an accident. His girlfriend had a wish to study in NUS, and so after his girlfriend died in the accident he resolved to enter NUS in the place of his dead girlfriend. So mushy! So cheesy! And so "no link". Okay, well, there was bonus points with the audience because of the unique speech, unique story, and best of all, inspiring finale. (Apparently due to his promise to himself, his girl, like say SIX years ago), he managed to uphis DEE in prelims into AAA in actual A'levels. Well it's not impossible. Because I personally feel DEE in prelims already shows some competency.

Prelims will be a big mess, a myriad of nauseating results. I only got back one paper today which was physics paper 1. Heard that Math suffered a 55% failure rate. That is certainly something to be worried for. Anyway tomorrow will be dooms day, but this setback whether I like it or not, either way, has to be a driving force. Push!

It's time to put everything aside. Everything irrelevant has to be placed in a time capsule and opened some other time. For now, it's only mug. Ty, go!

To bed. Sleeping time.