Syndrome Number 2

I realise, something I have been guilty of doing without even realizing it. I will name it Syndrome #2.

Syndrome #2 is a state/series of actions whereby one will subconsciously try to stir up emotional thoughts, arousing the emo-demon from within.Purpose? Just to give oneself an excuse not to do homework. Very often, one will find oneself saying 'hey emo people can't concentrate on homework, so must as well don't do".

Perhaps, feeling sad and emo, is still better than doing homework huh.

It's time I label all my states, classify all my emotions, syndromes or whatever moods I am feeling. Feels like a study of myself and my own emotions. Weird. I must have nothing better to do.

And yesterday, I was suffering from what I will label, Syndrome #1.

Syndrome #1 is a state/series of actions whereby one will subconsciously desperately try to find even the most meaningless thing (and trying to think it's meaningful), dig out tons of stuff to do, just to be occupied and have no time for homework, just to avoid doing homework. Favourite quote for this syndrome is, " I'll do it when I finish this". And that's when the next meaningless thing crops up and then, repeat and rinse.

You see, I probably have thousand and one syndromes to prevent me from doing homework.

Since we're on definitions.

TY's 1st law states that any two words, that sounds the same or bear similiar pronunciation can be used interchangebly at standard conditions of 298K and 1ATM.

Woah, that's totally lame.

I totally hate my hands, they're soooo small. I will never be able to hit optimal speed at this rate. Time to seek some advice.

And possibly, I will need to do some work today. Syndrome #3, will be expected to set around around 2pm. approx.

Syndrome #3 is a subconscious series of actions caused primarily and mainly by guilt. At a situation when no work has been completed over a period of time. This results in immense guilt as a driving force for oneself to actually go and complete some work, just to ease the guilt. This syndrome lasts as long as one takes the complete a certain amount of work.

Some people, like Alan perhaps, possibly suffer from Perma-Syndrome #3.

And blogging, is actually (though may vary) a cross between Syndrome 1 and 2. (Syndrome 1.5 perhaps?).

Let me list down what I have actually been doing yesterday.
All the misc stuff that have amounted to lots of time wasted.
1) Reading people's blog (again and again)
2) Was reading jokes for almost 2 hours.
3) 'nothingness in E minor' again on the piano (which amounts to nothing accomplished putting it bluntly)
4) Blogging, unnesecarily.
5) Staring out at the window
6) Watching prison break season ONE again.

Now. Time management talk last week tells us to find out how our time is being used.(or wasted for that matter). I don't need any skills in time management, what I need are vaccines for the deadly syndromes that overwhelm me on weekends....

Well, I would like to end of with a quote.

A wise man said this.

Everyone is given 24 hours in life. And if you want more, it's simple. Just don't do your homework.

~tayyi.