Not exactly blue.

Monday, blue.

There's no bluetooth, no blu-ray, no blu-tag, no blue's clues. But monday is just blue.

Had 'beep test' today during PE(or was it peep test?). Ohm, it's like the first test that doesn't use a pen after so long. It was a test whereby you have to cover 20 metres before the beep beeps. There are levels which progressively get alot harder, (whereby the maximum was level 16)which coincidently is the level where dota heroes get their ultimate the beep gets faster (way faster). I reached level 8.7/16, which is considerably half. I am assume the difficulty gets exponentially harder as the levels rise. I was going too fast at the beginning, and the next time round, I will resolve to hit level 10+, mark my words. Futhurmore, my stamina has plummeted (sometimes, you can't always blame gravity though), since last year and the year before. Back then, it was 8 sessions of badminton/week, and now, it has been reduced to once in a blue blue moon. Not even active in sports, I shouldn't really expect stamina to be something that stays constant. It's not an "achieve and forget". The crux of the problem lies with maintainance and everyone knows it's absolutely difficult to maintain stamina when you're not actively participating in sports (or for that matter, is sick of the only sport you know how to play). Perhaps regaining is as hard as gaining,(and I prefer to use the analogy of it disintegrated but not misplaced) but still, I will resolve to get back at least 20% more of what I am right now. For I find it disturbingly unsatisfactory.

And I believe it is alarmingly evident that I have slowed down significantly this year in PE. I think this is due to me ponning PE too many times. Though I still perform slightly better than average (I assume), it's hard to think like the past and act like the present. How many times have I felt I could run faster than my body could when I refused to believe it has deproved insanely.

Of course, the BEEP test is a very fun alternative to running circuits. (though seriously I wonder if the circular ends of the circuit actually helps to give one additional acceleration?). I find it a very suitable approach, instead of the boring 2.4 (which I used to be adept in). BEEP test can replace 2.4, it can be done, together with the other five stations, it's fun, challenging, and more importantly, not repetitive.

A nice three paragraphs on this nice little digress.

I would say 1.5 hours break on school is extremely extravagent on the school's part. (if you could sense some sarcasm). I'd say they remove half of ALL gp lessons and replace them with breaks. This will boost productively, and I can assure that. Today's break was in the too early part of the day whereby it made the rest of the day feel sluggish. It's like you go to school, get too used to the lazing around part, and then you are bombarded with lessons. I'm not complaining, but just stating the nature of consequences of a long break that sets in too early in the day. It make me not feel like attending the other lessons.

I realise I am a person that cannot pay attention in lectures. I find myself "thinking lame", or if not, having a nodding head with a constant tempo (aka, on the pathway to dreamland). Lectures, are definitly not productive when you can't see beyond a 2 metre radius of your current position. That is how I suffered today. Of course, I have no one to blame except me and my haste. I was literally on the verge of being late for school, I had to switch bags because my existing one is broken and I don't want any leaking object ticker taping along as I walk. I forgot to switch my glasses over and that screwed my entire day. Of course, I treated every lesson like listening comprehension.

I think Reaction Kinetics is a very nettlesome topic. It's relatively easy, however, the graph drawing is insanely troublesome. How many people would actually get up from their seat (while on a constant, well-paced, well-tempered studying spree) to get graph paper. In my case, this will screw my pace, my so called "discipline", it will stray me away from my homework. And just to get graph paper. Trust me cher, I didn't do the graphs because once I get out of my seat, there's no turning back.

That roughly concludes school for today.

Stuff I want to do tonight.

1. Work on piano
2. Vectors.
3. Create a new blogskin
4. Play some dota (got a craving)
5. Sleep early
6. Compose

Seems quite impossible. (3 being the most impossible). I'll be interested to see how much I will do, and which matters will get my piority. Though I have an irking feeling that it will never be vectors.