this is soooo disturbing

If you think my posts are disturbing, read this.http://community.livejournal.com/sgsecrets

It's featured on newpaper today anyway. And it's soooo disturbing. You'll see the ugly (and really ugly) side of human beings.

Yes you'll see many gay/les/bi and also emo fags/sluts..etc....all kinds of people there.

I can't help it but feel extremely disturbed.

Mostly about inferiority complex.

And I can see that gals are more emo in general. And more have inferiority complex. (guys do have, but probably more mild..)

Im very tempted to say "whats wrong with these people". but i am not sinless. Sometimes, I find myself having disturbing thoughts too.

What is disturbing is that what is posted is merely a collection of people who bother to post their deep and dark secrets. What about the others? It makes me view people different.

Inevitably, within us, we judge. We feel inferior sometimes, we get hurt for no reasons. Moodswings, tempers...and our mind experiences comflicting emotions.

I do suffer from these. Well, sometimes. ANd im sooo glad im not a gal, nor I am emo. Seems like girls have it tougher. from what Ive read in that blog.

Though mostly are "down-to-earth" and serious ones. There are quite a number about puppy-love...and love in general.

And a minority are really lame.

For example, " I know this sounds silly but whenever i wash my face in the bathroom im scared to open my eyes because im afraid to see a ghost behind me"

Really hilarious. I mean, yes. in this context. When you're reading all the emo stuff, all the inferiority complex stuff. and then out of the blue, randomly one funny lamearse joke. Can't help it but to giggle to myself.

I didn't read everything, I merely browsed through and read those more "read-able fonts" and those with nicer color contrasts so as not to strain my eyes.

It makes me wonder. Amongst all the thoughts we are thinking each other (trust me, it's alot alot alot and it is too much for us to pen it down)....how much of it is disturbing? how much of it is actually vengeful, how much hurts ourselves.

That's all.....Kinda baffled by those posts in tt site. check it out. it's an eyeopener.

I just realized life's too good to me.