Nights out today.
430pm nights out. Pretty nice because we went for a swim and early fall out from there. It feels like Ive been in home for quite some time and it's only 7pm!
I feel cynical today. Maybe it's the fatigue. Tired. A little pissed, for no actual reason.
Been sometime since I had a good run. there's 5km run tomorrow. Been running lots of short runs, sprint runs, combat runs, sluggish 6km runs but no 10+ for the whole week. Sometimes, I wonder whats worth it and whats not. I can safely and confidently say I exercise way a lot more than my other platoon mates and in camp, we eat the same food, have the same routine but our bodies react differently to exercise. While some guy can sport a decently defined abs while mine is one whole lump of shit. And guess what, when you put me down to doing ab exercises I can do them with ease. Damn those baby fat, and fats that won't go away. (yes, I run a lot on weekends too) why won't those go away. I'm on excuse sweet drinks for now.
Life is unfair, really.
I played badminton yesterday. And I happen to start playing with my left hand and I am so hooked because I could win people with my left hand and it rocks. I don't know why but it's just a very cool feeling.
I don't know, but sometimes. there are so much to do. so much meaning in life. and the next, there is almost close to none. maybe its not the amount of motivation but it is the present morale within ourselves. I think it is all psychological because the state of things do not change much. everything is in the mind damnit. I feel so sluggish now.
It's October soon. And weekend is one day away. ORD is coming closer.
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