It's almost causing me to suffocate. but first, recount maintenance.
The past week was great. I played lots of badminton. two times, and I even sacrificed my nights out. It's been something which I have neglected for a long time. But it's pretty fun! And I really enjoyed myself! it's something I would sacrifice my nights out for, and it helps me get fitter too!
Yes, badminton is actually more tiring than people think.
I've been running yes. But I failed SOC again this week. I can't clear the low wall this time. I used to be able to, for a short period of time. I blame my weak will. For my height, I need a good height at jumping, and if I fail the jumping, I don't have enough muscular strength to bring me up with all that load. I didn't make an effort at a good jump and I just gave up at the spot. I didn't attempt the other stations for I have lost my number tag. But what makes me think I can clear the rope and the swing trainer. Those are killers for me! Poor upper body strength. I can run for long distances without really feeling tired, but is SOC really about running! Damn those obstacles! I wonder if I'm going to pass SOC before I ORD. Time is ticking.
It's mid april! It's some 10 months 3 weeks more to that sacred day. I wonder if I can clear IPPT with silver in the next couple of weeks. been sometime since I trained pull-ups. My far-fetched dream of pasting the Gold badge on my smart no 4 is now like so distant. But if I start training now, that day may happen. that day where I can leap like a frog! Damn SBJs I hate you.
Likely my diploma exam would be in May 2011 or Dec 2010 I have to decide. But first I shall just practice as much as possible. Beethoven and Bach have to be mastered by July if I want to take Dec this year. Sigh. Damn NS, it's wasting my precious time.
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