But YES I am depressed. I think I am perpetually depressed.
So this five day weekend is drawing to an end. Working and studying people out there, be thankful your holiday ends once you get up to work tomorrow morning. Mine ends tonight! And in a couple of hours, I will start getting the "oh, it's over" creeps. This is so depressing. But thankfully, it's already past mid February. The quote of the year will be "why is it still February!" (or insert random month).
CNY was more pleasant this year. I do not really know why. People seem to be fascinated that I go around with a hairless hairstyle. (it's been about three weeks since I shaved no 2 btw). So far, I ran about 5km on the first day, 7.4km on the 2nd day, and 5km on the 3rd). I didn't run yesterday, and not today yet. I am so lazy. But the battle against the temptation of goodies did work pretty alright. I think I only ate one lonely pineapple tart. And that was because there was no food and I was hungry. Pretty healthy (infact VERY) healthy CNY this year. Keep up the good work myself!
I need to start finding more meaning in life. I should start living for the moment. Being the happy go lucky me. Instead of being so gloomy, so introspective. Thinking too much is bad for health, really. Maybe I should get some "excuse thinking" or something along those lines.
I intend to give myself some kind of materialistic reward when June comes. I don't know why June, but yes, just June. Anyone have ideas? Pay is just coming, and I think I haven't really bought anything in a very long time. 0.o
I realize what i really desperately want now is not money, not love, not friendship. but just three simple letters. At least I know my time will come.
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