it's all in the mind

Bad week. Bad politics. Bad reputation. Bad bad bad. the only redemption is half day off on Friday. Currently I have 5 offs in my account which is so much lesser than my peers. But whew, January is finally over and I am left with one question. How to stay out of trouble. I guess I should not wait till things happen before panicking. Procrastination, or even complacence gets me into trouble most of the time. Thinking that I know when I clearly don't know, thinking I can get away easily. It's been a fearful one month of ups and downs. (mostly stress). Things are starting to get busy for the new year. There's no more advance and overcome for me. It's only lie low and take cover. I don't want any more troubles or problems. Im gonna be rule abiding. I'm not going to wait for things to happen. I'm trying to find a balance between safe and paranoia. But the line is hard to draw and the limit difficult to distinguish. But still, I cannot afford any more set backs. right now, I have to play my cards right. to myself, lie low now. Just lie low.