Pain

A swollen toe is never to be underestimated. I couldn't sleep last night because of all that pain. Man, that sharp pain in my last toe on my right feet is really unbearable. Many of you would be like "what the...it's just a toe get over it man!". But i just gotta say, if you had a swollen toe, and if other parts of your feet are working fine, you will have difficulty walking!! and yes, I can't walk, only stagger helplessly to different parts of my house.

Im tempted to put a pic of my toe. yes the swollen toe. Even on my 2 megapixel camera with limited colours and restricted quality, you can see the colour contrast distinctively. Though you can't see the texture of the "swollenness".

And no, I did not get bitten by any insect or whatsoever. It was more of an injury cased by badminton. Ytd was training and I was wearing my shoes tighter than ever. (somehow i didn't notice?). my toes were compressed against each other in the squeezy area within my shoe. And as all of you know. badminton is a vigorous sport. hundreds of changing of directions, dashing etc....and somewhat...my toe got involved. And evidence of that is only my right feet's toe got injured. because in badminton the right feet is landing feet where all the pressure to the lounge converges to.

Now probably I can still walk, with great difficulty that is. Im waitnig for it to heal slowly. Perhaps 1-2s without sports, 1 afternoon (the remainding of the day, yes today, staggering..)...and that's about it. And i seriously doubt my ability to press the pedal on the piano. LOL. I don't wanna think about wearing a shoe...and so im probably staying at home the entire day today. And that is why I didn't go the church. Petty excuse? Maybe.

Yesterday I mean today at around 7am I finally gave in to the pain. I called for help (and up till 7am I didn't sleep one bit...at all....because I was frantically finding positions to sleep in where my toe would not have any contact with any object but it was seemingly impossible because sleeping in such a position would mean my leg would have to be leviated into the air.) My dad put some cream on it and it was chilling somewhat. And finally it felt better to the extent where I could put my feet on the ground and only feeling minimal pain.

One toe. And it's only one swollen toe.

Right now it's better. My body heals fast no matter what happens so Im glad that it's healing. It's less red already. Think, like from tomato sauce to chilli sauce. Yep, that extent.

Anyway I just woke up. 12 plus already. Not a good thing but inevitable. Because I couldn't get any sleep last night at all. Week 3 begins tommorow and zero revision done. Im on my way to suicide...